okay I have been neglecting this blog for quite some time. It’s not ‘cos I dowanna blog but i cant find the time to.I have my party and my overseas trip to talk about :( (

anyway, this whole hols seen me busy with birthday parties and internships and what-have-you. It’s really draining to keep everyday filled to the birm, trying to plan this and that for whoever and so on. Yet, at the end of everything, I know it’s all worth it ‘cos the smile from the bottom of their heart is what motivates you to do all that for them.

Been through parties, having one myself and planning for others, it allows me to identify who are your ture frens, those you know will be there for you and those who are there only when there is something for them to benefit from. It’s saddening to realise that there are some who doesn’t appreciate you as much as you do them. Treat girlfriends like you would a boyfriend and you realise, love is always in the air (:

Things aside, recently what people commented about me made me reflect on myself. True that sometimes(or rather many a times), I am very slow to catch what you all are saying and it irritates you. I apologise for that ‘cos that is something I cant change about myself. I can laugh it off at times but still, I am just like you. I feel and it’s really hurting for me to really think that I am dumb and slow. Ya and so what if I am, am I less of a friend just ‘cos I cant be as interesting and fast as the rest of your friends? If so, I don’t need someone like you as my friend.

As we grow up, we see things. Pain makes us grow.I cant help but agree.I’m loving my family more each day ‘cos I know they are the only ones who can accept me for who I am (:

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