I realised that reently I haven been able to get along well with my family members, especially when I started work.Not that my internship has anything to do with these problems that I face but it so happens that they coincide.

Just find that I am not able to see eye to eye with them on most issues and so everytime we talk,we end up quarrelling.
From spending sundays at home to a failed family outing to my birthday outings, we seem to have differing views on what is right and wrong. I cant exactly say who is right ‘cos it’s a matter of how we view it.But it just makes me angry we cant agree on things like this. Is it ‘cos Im getting more demanding and less forgiving or that I expect them to go along with me, thinking that they should understand me after living with me for almost 21 years?

Sometimes it makes me so angry I just wanna break off from them and get my own space. I know this is gonna make them sad but yea this is how angry I am with them at times. I know it takes time to understand and all so perhaps, only when I have become a parent like them, I can truely know how they feel.

Frankly speaking, I trust my family less than my friends.Actually nth happened btw us that made me feel this way but it’s that I’m like that. I’m just weird maybe or I guess I’m taking them for granted after many yrs of living together.I hope all this settles down fast.I hate to feel sad gg home or to even hate gg home.I hope one day I can truely feel happy talking to them or even gg home to face them.

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